round the mulberry bush

Well that’s it, my placement is finished. My last shift flew by, which I knew it would but didn’t want it to. It was quite a sad affair. The staff said some really nice stuff to me which was lovely and made me feel most happy.

Although I hated leaving,  I do need a rest. It has been most tiring. I have to go to work with the flower fairies tonight. I don’t want to. I really like the job still, but it’s hard doing everything else that I need to do and then working nights. I like sleep. If we could afford it, I would probably hand my notice in. We can’t though. Rumple said that I should leave if I’m finding it too much, but he has recently had to tell 10 of his team that the company are laying them off. His job might not be entirely safe either…only time will tell. Therefore, I think I should stick at the job cause the money has come in really handy. Also, if I leave, then I lose my entitlement to help with my childcare. Therefore I would be back to square one, whereby it looked as if I may have to defer my course due to nil dollars to pay for childcare etc etc.

The last thing I want to do is leave the course, or put it on hold or anything of the sort. i love it, I’m a third of the way through and if I don’t do it now then I never will.